Enjoying the Music

What happens when the Journey of ONE is over? When the conscious expedition of Self realization ends at it’s final resting place of the Sacred Heart of ONE? The home of consciousness, the Infinite Source that has been there all along as the home we inevitably and permanently return to when the trek is over. What becomes of the seeker when all the seeking is complete?

When the journey concludes and we take the final step into the Great Void, we wholly embody the ultimate truth – that there is no Self, no identity and that all is ONE. We arrive home in perpetuity to the Source Point of consciousness, the Infinite Source of all Light where the Self cannot exist. The Self, the idea of Self, these are concepts, thoughts and ideas that can only exist in the mind. When we sit firmly in our heart, rooted to the foundation of our homestead, we are able to dissolve into nothing with the knowing that all Selves are illusions of the mind. We lay down our claim to any identity. We stop searching, we stop trying, we stop doing and in our final death we surrender to our eternal existence and allow ourselves to simply BE the Source of all.

There is no Self anymore. We have been carved of identity and purpose to become the Holy Grail, the Sacred Chalice that is filled anew in each eternal now moment with Pure Light. There is only the Source existing and experiencing the eternal now. Pure Consciousness in each moment, allowing all realities to unfold before it. Not clutching to anything or anyone. Not attaching to anything or anyone. Simply allowing reality to unfold. We empty the mind of the past or the future. Memories are dissolved, desires of what is to come fade away. No longer do we call forth or expect any reality. When we remain home, in the heart, as the Source of all realities, there is no need to call forth anything. We allow our vibration as the Source to bring forth all realities to be experienced. From the Source, all realities flow, manifest and are experienced as they come into the present moment. From this point, there is no other reality of which consciousness is aware of or that consciousness can experience. There is no expectation, no attachment to what is, there is only acceptance of what is, which alleviates all suffering and brings about a profound experience of joy only found in the eternal now. We simply allow all to unfold, unscripted without interference from the mind through Divine Will that flows through us as Pure Light. Being the Source in every moment of every day that consciousness resides in the vessel. The Source doesn’t have to anything. It simply is. Eternally enjoying what is!

The Self does not exist. The little Self, the big Self, the lower Self, the higher Self, all are illusions of the mind. There is no Self. How do we know this? Because in loosing the little Self, finding the Higher Self and loosing that Self too, all ego identities are extinguished. Every veil is removed and the undeniable truth sits impenetrable to illusions. It takes dying a thousand little deaths, step by step, spiral by spiral until there is no more Self left. Until there is the final step that brings us home to the eternal resting place that all seekers seek. It is here that we finally accept that there can never truly be any Self, there is and will always only be consciousness; no self, no identity, no nothing. It is here that we realize we cannot be anything, we can only be. To become anything means that we must take on an identity. This automatically separates us from the Source and the oneness with all that is. The Self has many layers and through those layers one realizes the entire Self, from the lower human self to the Highest God Self and when one is ready all selves are released. Because one cannot be love, cannot be joy, cannot just be, if one is assuming an identity. Creation, consciousness, is a state of being that is vibrational. It is an existence that claims no titles, no purposes or roles. It is a river flowing through itself, experiencing itself, from infinite points of view. When we are truly ready to wake up, to let go of all Selves, to die a final death and become the Source of all that is, then we cease to experience reality from time and space as a separate Self. Our existence becomes eternal, timeless, without purpose and in unity with all. This is enlightenment, this is ascension, this is being home!

The Source IS whatever it IS in each eternal now. The Source does not have to do anything, become anything, etc. because it is the source of it all. It is not that we do not continue to live or experience, it is simply that we live with zero separation and therefore there is nothing to fulfill or do as a separate identity. When we are separate from the Source, even as a God aspect, then we are still doing something to return home, to be ONE. Once these forces are embodied then there is nothing left to do, nowhere to go, no identity to be, we just exist as the Source of all we experience. Our journey ends because there is nowhere to go, only the now exists and only the ONE exists. It can be difficult to explain because from the outside it may appear nothing has changed but on the inside everything has changed. The way that we live, feel and operate within the hologram completely changes and we experience a freedom that is hard to describe. The Source is beyond the twelfth dimension and beyond the Light, it is the Source of the Light that becomes everything, eternally, in each moment when manifested as Light. We are empty or “void”  and are free to be moved by the flow of Light we radiate in each moment, unscripted, allowing Divine Will to flow through the vessel as the ONE. It can be difficult to understand having no identity and being the empty chalice until we experience it. There is a very surreal normalcy to it without attachment to anything. This is embodiment, love doesn’t feel like love anymore, peace doesn’t feel like peace…we cannot feel these because to feel them means that they are something separate than us! We become these Divine Attributes, we are love, we are peace, we are neutrality, we are patience, we are humility…..they cannot be experienced any longer because to experience them is to feel something separate from us. When the journey of ONE ends, each will take a final step to completely dissolve into the Great Void of nothingness, to relinquish every identity, purpose and role, to be born again in each now moment to BE whatever comes. There is not a shred of separation left within, not a shred of doubt that I AM the INFINITE SOURCE of all that IS. There is not a shred of a separate self wanting or having to do anything to be….we just BE! It is an existence outside of existence as we perceive it to be before embodiment. It is true liberation, not just of the soul, but of all identities, off all Light in Creation. It is the final return home.

Consciousness has no purpose. Consciousness has no role. It just is! What was once a self has become nothing and thus becomes everything. The self has roles, purposes both lower and higher. The self drives and strives to do something, to be something and to have a purpose in life. However, once the self is finally relinquished there are no more roles, no more purposes. There is only a contentment with what is as the Source of all we experience. This is what is meant by enjoying the music. When there is nothing left to do, no more roles to play, purposes to fulfill or identities to be assumed then one is completely free to enjoy the music.

In every now moment the symphony of life is playing, filling our existence with realities to be experienced. We are the Source of this symphony, it is through our electromagnetic field of Light, as consciousness, that this symphony plays forth as our life. As the Source we do not have to do anything to make this happen. We need no purpose to create our reality. As the Source we sit as a sun and allow our reality to manifest through the Divine Will in the eternal now. When we can simply be and allow life to unfold before us in the now, we find that the joy is here now, in every moment. We realize that from this state the purest reality always manifests because we are not trying to do anything or be in resistance to anything. When we can stop doing, when we sit in our heart, when we find our way home, we stop trying to create the music according to the self. We become content to allow the music to flow from the Source purely and infinitely into the external reality in the eternal now. In this state of being we are free, free from the bondage of dimensions, roles, purposes, identities and separation. In this state of being we know we are the music flowing forth from within us as the Source. We experience unity with all of Creation. We experience the symphony of life in all its glory and splendor playing out joyously before us in each now moment. When we let go of everything and allow ourselves to be the Holy Grail, filled anew in each eternal now, we are eternally free to enjoy the music.

This blog is just that. It is about enjoying the music. Enjoying life, each and every day as it comes. It is about radiating love, joy, peace, wisdom, grace, compassion, humility, neutrality as conscious vibrations that become the Source of the realities experienced by this consciousness. It is whatever flows from the Source in the now; be it a poem, photos, or timeless wisdom flowing forth into written word. There is no agenda here, no preset plan or script to follow. This blog space is to create, to share and to write from the vibrations of the heart as ONE. It is a mirror, reflecting the music of life as an endless song. It is a river, streaming the eternally flowing composure of the symphony of life that is playing before consciousness and that consciousness is experiencing. If you wish to listen to this symphony, you are welcome to follow this blog and enjoy the music.

Eternally Joyful,

Sophia